We're here! We arrived yesterday about 4 o'clock Cinci time. It has been a long and stressful week. Travis and I are both experiencing some pretty heavy emotions. We are both struggling with getting ready to go through another cycle. It is very hard to be positve and optimistic when we have had so much failure. There has been a lot of tension in the house so it was good to get away and change our enviornment. We are trying to use this as a mini vacation and reset. To blow off some steam we went to the casino. Had a lot of fun but didn't hit it big. Then to dinner and back to our hotel hoping to get a good nights sleep. HA HA. I have never put my head on such a hard big pillow. It was almost like you were sleeping sitting up they propped you up so much. Travis even called down to the front desk to see if they had other pillows. No luck. At 5:30 this am he informed me that he had been up since 2. He said it's gonna be a long day. Thank God he was able to fall back asleep. Actually just as I am typing he just walked in I guess he's up for the day.
So off to Dr. Scheiber for consult and semen analysis. Travis hates that part but at least this time I am able to help him. I of course have a list of questions a mile long. Dr. S is also going to do a biopsy of my uterine tissue. That is suppose to increase chance of implantation. He will also be doing a mock transfer to chose the right size catheter. I like the fact that he pre plans things. Things have gone so smoothly with them so far I hope it continues throught my cycle. So here we go again. Game on starting today. Here's hoping he can be the miracle man for us too.
I get the chills reading your blog. I see myself in you so much at this point. I feel you felt the same as how we felt when we were in that position just a couple months ago!
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